Am I afraid to have more kids? Am I afraid that next time, my postpartum depression (PPD) will be much worse? Am I afraid of the unknown? Or even worse… the known?
Of course I am!
But… I am even more afraid of not having more kids! I am more afraid of letting my PPD control my life and ruin the dreams I have for my life.
I want more kids. I want a big, beautiful, full family… and I will not let this temporary illness steal that dream from me!