keeping up…

with life in general is taking all the energy that I have right now, which is why the blog has been somewhat neglected. I have lots of things swirling around in my brain though, and lots of recipes that I want to work on, so keep your eyes open for new stuff!

Thank you all for being a part of our lives here… it is so much fun to share my thoughts, recipes and babies and to know that you all care even a little! :o)

I promise I will not neglect the blog for long… I enjoy it way to much for that! And I would miss you all too much! Happy New Years to all of you!!

(and WOW I just realized how much I use exclamation points! :o) I’ll work on that… maybe that should be my new year’s resolution?)

what I want…

is this sweet handcrafted MamAmor doll!

She is pregnant, gives birth - complete with umbilical cord and placenta, and breastfeeds… and she’s fully customizable! How cool is that?!

Check out their website if you want more pictures and info on this special doll!

Haakon’s birth story…

Is not ready yet… I’m still working on it… Sorry! There is just so much to process and communicate with you and I don’t want to do a half-way job.

I will tell you, though, that it was a completely life-changing event for me! I have never felt so weak and at the same time so strong… so completely vulnerable and yet so completely supported.

I gave birth at home to my beautiful son, and I would not change a thing about his birth! And, in case you’re wondering… yes, I will be planning to birth my next child(ren) at home, and I can’t wait!

Also, we love to talk about this and would especially love to answer your questions, if you have any!

baked caramel pecan french toast

I love anything with caramel and pecans involved… and this is the perfect combination of those flavors in a delicious easy breakfast!

The best part? Most of this can be made ahead, so you just have to put on the topping in the morning and throw it in the oven! It doesn’t get much better than that!!

Baked Caramel Pecan French Toast Recipe

Ingredients:
for the base
5 large eggs, lightly beaten
1 1/2 cups lowfat milk
1 cup heavy cream
1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
1 loaf french bread, diagonally sliced into 1″ slices
for the topping
3/4 cup butter, melted
1 1/2 cups brown sugar
3 tablespoons pure maple syrup
1 1/2 cup chopped pecans

Directions:
In a large bowl, whisk together the eggs, milk, cream and vanilla. Dip the bread slices into the mixture and then place in a greased 9×13″baking dish, overlapping slightly if necessary. Cover the dish with plastic wrap and refrigerate overnight.

In the morning, preheat the oven to 350ºF. In a medium bowl, stir together the topping ingredients and spread all over the french toast. Bake for 45 minutes, or until golden and set. Let stand 5 minutes before serving!

birth changes lives…

My midwife recently asked a question on her facebook page that struck a cord with me… I’d like to share with you her question and my answer…


Her question:

Can the women speak? …Will they? From the heart – I know you have words… Please tell us the inner workings of your births - the places birth and pregnancy have taken you that are beyond yourselves and our societies weavings. ie. in which way did birth help you discover yourself?


My answer:

I never considered myself a strong person before my home birth. I guess I didn’t consider myself weak… but certainly not ‘strong’ either.
My first birth was something that was done ‘to’ me or ‘for me’. It was not mine to claim, and there was no pride or satisfaction in the end. Sure it was my labor… my baby… but it was not in my control, and the end result was emotionally scarring… not counting, of course, my beautiful baby boy!

After my first birth (in a hospital) I felt lost and incomplete. Incapable of taking care of my new baby and unmotivated to try. I was emotionally broken and couldn’t figure out why I hurt so badly… physically, spiritually and emotionally. I was terrified of being left along… convinced I just couldn’t do it on my own. It took a long time to recover in every way.

After my latest birth, at home, I feel strong. I feel powerful, capable and complete. I feel ready for life and eager for each new day. I feel like I can do anything, because I have already faced and conquered the most difficult and at the same time most rewarding experience in my life. I feel… whole!